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Post by nate christopher reese on Feb 16, 2009 18:54:52 GMT -5
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------------------------------------------------------THESE ARE THE LIPS THAT TASTE NO FREEDOM
THIS IS THE FEEL THAT'S NOT SO SAFE
THIS IS THE FACE THAT YOU'LL NEVER CHANGE
THIS IS THE GOD THAT AIN'T SO PURE .[/color][/font] CURRENTLY:[/color][/font] METALLICA RULES !!
------------------------------------------------------ " ir-reese-istable "[/color][/font] i want a time machine. or at least a rewind button.
can somebody invent one? STAT?
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Post by stevie annmarie christensen on Feb 16, 2009 19:05:13 GMT -5
stevie annmarie christensen [/size][/color][/b] is wanting to get out of the house.[/font][/color][/i] -------------------------------------------------------------------------- [/center] behind infinity says, [/size][/color][/b][/center]
you know, i never thought about that, but you're absolutely right, nate.
someone should get right on that; hand it out to the idiots in town.
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Post by nate christopher reese on Feb 16, 2009 22:16:01 GMT -5
ir-reese-istable. [/color][/font]
------------------------------------------------------THESE ARE THE LIPS THAT TASTE NO FREEDOM
THIS IS THE FEEL THAT'S NOT SO SAFE
THIS IS THE FACE THAT YOU'LL NEVER CHANGE
THIS IS THE GOD THAT AIN'T SO PURE .[/color][/font] CURRENTLY:[/color][/font] METALLICA RULES !!
------------------------------------------------------ " ir-reese-istable "[/color][/font] i know i'm right, that's why i said it. the idiots in town.
nice, stevie. well, yeah, guess we could use 'em.
it'd save a whole lotta trouble for a whole lotta people that don't deserve it. [/center] |
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Post by stevie annmarie christensen on Feb 16, 2009 22:27:50 GMT -5
stevie annmarie christensen [/size][/color][/b] is wanting to get out of the house.[/font][/color][/i] --------------------------------------------------------------------------[/center] behind infinity says, [/size][/color][/b][/center]
i don't know, nate.. i mean a lot of the stuff you say is incredibly
far from right. i know, right? i'm just so damn clever. it sure would,
but life isn't exactly that simple.
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Post by nate christopher reese on Feb 16, 2009 23:05:22 GMT -5
ir-reese-istable. [/color][/font]
------------------------------------------------------THESE ARE THE LIPS THAT TASTE NO FREEDOM
THIS IS THE FEEL THAT'S NOT SO SAFE
THIS IS THE FACE THAT YOU'LL NEVER CHANGE
THIS IS THE GOD THAT AIN'T SO PURE .[/color][/font] CURRENTLY:[/color][/font] METALLICA RULES !!
------------------------------------------------------ " ir-reese-istable "[/color][/font] no, actually pretty much everything i say is exactly right. usually. unless i'm lying, which happens on occasion as well. so...it's pretty much a toss up with me most of the time. clever, sure, that's one word for it. yeah well, if it was then it wouldn't be called life. [/center] |
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Post by stevie annmarie christensen on Feb 16, 2009 23:17:22 GMT -5
stevie annmarie christensen [/size][/color][/b] is wanting to get out of the house.[/font][/color][/i] --------------------------------------------------------------------------[/center] behind infinity says, [/size][/color][/b][/center] i beg to differ. on occasion? you make it sound
like you do it once a month, reese and we both know that's
bullshit. were you gonna give me another word for it? and this is
going to be one of those moments where you are well beyond correct.
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Post by nate christopher reese on Feb 16, 2009 23:26:04 GMT -5
ir-reese-istable. [/color][/font]
------------------------------------------------------THESE ARE THE LIPS THAT TASTE NO FREEDOM
THIS IS THE FEEL THAT'S NOT SO SAFE
THIS IS THE FACE THAT YOU'LL NEVER CHANGE
THIS IS THE GOD THAT AIN'T SO PURE .[/color][/font] CURRENTLY:[/color][/font] METALLICA RULES !!
------------------------------------------------------ " ir-reese-istable "[/color][/font] you can beg all you want, you're still not right. that's not bullshit, i don't lie that often. when do i lie? hardly ever. exactly. i was going to but then decided to hold back since you'd go into full on bitch mode instead of this semi-bitch mode you're in right now. right, well, i have a lot of these moments. [/center] |
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Post by stevie annmarie christensen on Feb 16, 2009 23:31:42 GMT -5
stevie annmarie christensen [/size][/color][/b] is wanting to get out of the house.[/font][/color][/i] --------------------------------------------------------------------------[/center] behind infinity says, [/size][/color][/b][/center] well, you're not right either, buddy. so, i guess we're pretty
much on the same page right about now. when do you lie? ha.
you sure you want me to answer that question, nate? giving you
a rewind button to act like you never said that right now; cherish
the moment. oh, goodness. by all means, don't let me hold you
back from unleashing your ass remarks.
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Post by nate christopher reese on Feb 16, 2009 23:38:30 GMT -5
ir-reese-istable. [/color][/font]
------------------------------------------------------THESE ARE THE LIPS THAT TASTE NO FREEDOM
THIS IS THE FEEL THAT'S NOT SO SAFE
THIS IS THE FACE THAT YOU'LL NEVER CHANGE
THIS IS THE GOD THAT AIN'T SO PURE .[/color][/font] CURRENTLY:[/color][/font] METALLICA RULES !!
------------------------------------------------------ " ir-reese-istable "[/color][/font] i most definitely am. i'm always right. get used to it, sweetheart. no, i don't need any favors, why don't you answer that question, stevie. because i'm curious to hear your answer. i may fuck up and do stupid shit but i rarely lie about it. i admit to my fuck ups. so tell me one time that i lied. i'll pass, we don't need any more gas to the fire. [/center] |
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Post by stevie annmarie christensen on Feb 16, 2009 23:47:47 GMT -5
stevie annmarie christensen [/size][/color][/b] is wanting to get out of the house.[/font][/color][/i] --------------------------------------------------------------------------[/center] behind infinity says, [/size][/color][/b][/center] i'm not going to sit here and lie to myself to try and get used to it.
yeah, ha. you do admit to your fuck-ups. maybe you should think
back to those sweet little nothings you said before you fucked up
big time. maybe if you just think back a little you can find a helluva
lot more than just one. but, you know what? now you've gotten
me curious. go ahead, babe. let the mother fucker burn.
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Post by nate christopher reese on Feb 16, 2009 23:55:39 GMT -5
ir-reese-istable. [/color][/font]
------------------------------------------------------THESE ARE THE LIPS THAT TASTE NO FREEDOM
THIS IS THE FEEL THAT'S NOT SO SAFE
THIS IS THE FACE THAT YOU'LL NEVER CHANGE
THIS IS THE GOD THAT AIN'T SO PURE .[/color][/font] CURRENTLY:[/color][/font] METALLICA RULES !!
------------------------------------------------------ " ir-reese-istable "[/color][/font] you really don't know fact from fiction. sweet little nothings? wow, wasn't aware you became a poet. and anyway, those weren't lies. you know that, they never were. i did fuck up big time, i admitted to that, and i can't even tell you how shitty that's made me feel, it's like hell. but i never lied to you about anything. not ever. i was going to say you need to get off your high horse already and cool it with the bitch fit you have every time i'm around. [/center] |
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Post by stevie annmarie christensen on Feb 17, 2009 0:04:39 GMT -5
stevie annmarie christensen [/size][/color][/b] is wanting to get out of the house.[/font][/color][/i] --------------------------------------------------------------------------[/center] behind infinity says, [/size][/color][/b][/center] yup, i certainly did. it's tough sneaking that in there with being
an artist, but somehow i manage. i don't think you can really tell
me what i do and don't know, because quite frankly i'm not too
convinced you're telling the truth even now. it's like hell? hilarious.
if only you knew what it was like on this side; you would feel blessed.
well, i'm sorry that it isn't exactly the easiest thing to be nice and civil
whenever mr. reese is around. the bad memories i'm lavished in
do a beautiful job at overpowering the good.
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Post by nate christopher reese on Feb 17, 2009 0:16:11 GMT -5
ir-reese-istable. [/color][/font]
------------------------------------------------------THESE ARE THE LIPS THAT TASTE NO FREEDOM
THIS IS THE FEEL THAT'S NOT SO SAFE
THIS IS THE FACE THAT YOU'LL NEVER CHANGE
THIS IS THE GOD THAT AIN'T SO PURE .[/color][/font] CURRENTLY:[/color][/font] METALLICA RULES !!
------------------------------------------------------ " ir-reese-istable "[/color][/font] must be pretty easy actually considering you seem to have all this angst bottled up inside. glad you found an outlet that works for you. jesus fucking christ, if you think that i never loved you and that it was a bullshit relationship why don't you quit using what i did as an excuse and just admit that. and if you do honestly think that, then that's fucking bullshit. i loved you more than i ever thought i could love someone. that night, i was drunk out of my mind, i couldn't even talk without slurring my words. that wasn't me, you know that wasn't me that night. i would never purposely do something like that to anyone, much less you. but you don't have to live with yourself having done that. you don't have to look in the mirror every morning and know what you did to the person you love more than anything. how we ended honestly overpowers all of those years, everything that we had? i...i don't even know what to say to that. that shouldn't be how it is, stevie. [/center] |
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Post by stevie annmarie christensen on Feb 17, 2009 0:32:18 GMT -5
stevie annmarie christensen [/size][/color][/b] is wanting to get out of the house.[/font][/color][/i] --------------------------------------------------------------------------[/center] behind infinity says, [/size][/color][/b][/center] ooooh, it's anything but bottled up inside, nate. are
you kidding? using it as an excuse? i didn't think it was a bullshit
relationship at all until you gave me that reason to think it was.
gosh, i know that, nate. but, can you just go back and reread what
you just said and actually realize how it doesn't really help much
at all? i know it wasn't you that night.. or at least i like to believe it
wasn't. but the truth of the matter is that it doesn't really help with
the pain at all. and you're right (looks like you are quite a bit). i
don't have to live with that. instead, i have to live with the fact that
the guy i loved more than anything cheated on me with my sister.
i don't know... i guess it's just pretty hard to focus on all the other
things that we had together. or i just don't want to.
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Post by nate christopher reese on Feb 17, 2009 2:38:28 GMT -5
ir-reese-istable. [/color][/font]
------------------------------------------------------THESE ARE THE LIPS THAT TASTE NO FREEDOM
THIS IS THE FEEL THAT'S NOT SO SAFE
THIS IS THE FACE THAT YOU'LL NEVER CHANGE
THIS IS THE GOD THAT AIN'T SO PURE .[/color][/font] CURRENTLY:[/color][/font] METALLICA RULES !!
------------------------------------------------------ " ir-reese-istable "[/color][/font] oh right, how could i forget considering every single time i'm so rudely in your presence you either avoid me like i'm the goddamn plague or you treat me like i'm a worthless piece of scum that shouldn't even be here using up this world's oxygen. but it wasn't, stevie! i know my actions didn't exactly make it seem that way but it never was. not once, not for me. then believe it, stevie. please, you gotta believe it. you know me. you still know me, better than anyone except maybe my brother. that night, that wasn't me. i know that nothing i can say or do will make it easier and nothing will sure as hell make it any less terrible. i know that and i'm not trying to make excuses or shove off some of the blame, because it was my fault. and it wasn't right and it wasn't excusable. but...you have to know that i loved you. it wasn't intentional and it wasn't something that i had wanted to do for a long time or anything like that. it just happened, and not until there was probably more alcohol than blood in me. after it happened i kept thinking that it was just some fucked up dream that i'd wake up from and everything would be back to normal but...i didn't and it wasn't. and every single day i wish i just wouldn't have walked through your door that night, i wouldn't have accepted those drinks. i've said it before and i'll say it until the day i die even though it doesn't mean shit - i'm so sorry, stevie. really? what about those nights that i held you until you fell asleep when you cried about your all of those things with your parents? or our first time when you accidentally broke that lamp when you threw my jeans over your shoulder? huh? or all those times that we refused to leave each other's sides when we were sick so much that we ended up getting sick ourselves? you're telling me none of that mattered? that none of it matters now? [/center] |
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